Wednesday, November 10, 2010

sagar kinare















Swanirmit uljhano ko suljhane ki khoj mein kitna laachar hai aadmi...

kabhi is khoj se thak ke baithe huey kisi raahi se pucha hai aap ne, ki khoj kitni sarthak thi??

raahi kya bataye jisey manzil ka he pata nahi..

kya karey wo raahi jisey har raah he manzil dikhati hai..

kya karey wo raahi jab sagar ki halahal se bhari assankhya lahrey kheecti hai usey apni or...

raahi ko sagar ki lahrein apne antar man me chal rahi bhanwaron se lagti hai.. aur wo apne
swabhaw se badhya badh chalta hai uski or...

tat pe bane asaankhya ret ke gharonde raahi ke manas patal ki pratibimb hai...

ban na aur mitna... khilna aur murjhana...

ye chakra yahan anginat baar dohraye jaate hain...

raahi ret ko ek murt roop de ke ithlata hai...

ek pal ke liye wo gharonda uski jeevan ki aastha prateet hoti hai..

jaisey aasthaein vibhin hoti hain waisey he tat pe bane gharonde ka roop bhi...

magar kahin door beech... sagar mein bhi kuch raahio ka hujoom tat ki or badha hai...

Aur tat ki or aati ufanti sagar ki ye lahrein na jaat dekhti hain na rang aur naa he dharm...

Ek pal mein asankh chote chote jeevan se sarabor chahat ke gharonde sunya mein sama jaate hain...

Main sochta hoon ye jeevan ka prarambh hai ya anth??

aap kya scohte ho....

Ek bhukhtbhogi Raahi...

Amit Upadhyay

Monday, July 12, 2010

Whom to blame?


Yes, my friends.. whom to blame for our current state?

Is it the politicial setup or the education system or the social setup or our individual greed that has taken us to this level?

I ask this to myself and I am confident that you people are also troubled by this..

I don't have to start a fresh discussion on inflation as it has impacted the every household and the impact is such that soon our kids will learn .. it's I for Inflation and not "Ink Pot", "Icecream" or something else.

I am not an economics expert but I know a bit of economics to manage the things at home and so is the case with the majority.

And this element of economics in us forces us to think, "Is the goverment taking proper steps to contain inflation??".

"Are they really concerned on how the majority of ppl are managing the things??"

"Do they think that how an auto ricksah driver is feeding his family and dreaming a proper education for his kids??"

"Do they think that how a bunch of naxal affected states coping with the frequent bandhs??"

"Do they think anything at all???"

"NO", for me it comes very naturally..and I am sure that a few ppl will also agree with me.

It's only our "chalta hai" attitude and a few honest ppl that is driving the nation and nothing else.

Let's go to some stats as I know our scientific mind digests facts only when they are supported by some stats.

Fuel price is an important component while handling inflation, I read this somewhere and logically also it proves to be correct.

You increase the price of diesel,petrol and LPG, the prices of essential commodities like cereals,vegetables,food items etc will go up.

So, why is the goverment increasing it every time??

The answer comes, the rate of fuel is decided by the price of crude oil in International market.

Agree, but the situation now is not the same..the crude oil price has dropped from 100 $/barell to 82 $/ barell.

Then why again a price hike?? Also let's compare our oil prices with our neighbours..

Country Name Price/litre in Indian Rupees

Pakistan 26

Bangladesh 22

Nepal 34

Burma 30

Afganisthan 36

India 58

A second thought can also creep in to our mind at this time.."May be the other countries are offering the fuel at subsidised rates.."

But, please for a moment think about the state of Pakistan and Afganisthan..

are their economies better than us??

We all know how pakistan's economy works. So, definitely they are not offering any subsidies.

Then why the rate is so high?? to answer this let's look into the components..

Basic Cost of petrol 18.50 Rs

Central tax 12.80 Rs

Excise duty 9.75 Rs

State tax 10.00 Rs

Vat 4.00 Rs

Misc 3.00 Rs

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Total 58.5 Rs

do i need to present anything else to prove our case???
Yes, we are the victims and the govertment knows very well where to impose the taxes..

I relate this to Mughals where there was a tax for following a religion other than Islam..

yes, we are paying the taxes as we belong to the middle class as a lot in our life depends on the price of essential commodities..

"Jis minister se desh ke karodo bhukhe log aas lagaye baithe hain..usko hamari kadr he nahi hai.."

His first love is cricket and serving ICC, is more important to him than feeding a population of 1.2 billions...

"Pawar jee, ya to aap cricket dekho ya phir kheti..aur please kheti ko cricket jaisa majak mat banao..kyunki yahi backbone hai aaj bhi hamari.."

Shame on you when you went to Mr. Manhoman Singh seeking to reduce your burden, so that you concentrate more on Cricket and your party..

We know both are waste... friends do you see a hidden character emerging out of this act???

Yes, the greed and affinity for attaining things within a short period...bingo!!! this is what I have observed a trend among all...

whether they belong to the elite political community..or the Page 3 crowd .. or even within the down troden ppl..

"Subko ek pal mein badshah ban na hai..bagal wale ban gaye bina talent ke to mujh mein kya kami hai..."

"sharma jee ka beta jab +2 fail hoke IBM mein kaam kar raha hai to tum kyun 80% marks laa ke fine arts padhna chahte ho??"

"Agar Rabri devi bina padhe likhe chief minister ban sakti hai to aur koi kyun nahi??"

"Agar mera manager bina kuch jaane sirf excel sheet se life bita sakta hai to mujhe din raat java code likhne ki kya jaroorat hai???"

"Agar Rajiv ka beta Rahul, PM ban sakta hai to Mulayam aur YSR ka beta CM kyun nahi???"

And at a much microscopic level "X mukhiya ka beta mukhiya kyun nahi??"

Again it proves that it's our greed that is spreading like a flu ...the disease has spread and everybody is now infected...

"kyun bekar ke pachde mein padna.. chalo jaise chal raha hai.. petrol abhi bhi mere salary ke heesab se kam hai... "

"kyun bekar mein manager se panga lena.. wo to pehle he bol rakha hai ki u will get a long term onsite.. so baaki logo ka hike ho ya na mujhe kya..."

"kyun bekar ka ladna, minister ne pehle he bata diya hai ki ur caste will get an extra 10% reservation.. baaki jaye bhand mein mujhe kya..."


"Jat alag desh ke law and order ko haath mein lete hain...Mayawati alag hamare tax ke paiso se apni murti banwati hai.. laloo alag chara khate hain..

DMk alag free mein color tv batti hai..."


"maloom hai kyun.. kyunki hum jaise log sochte hain chalta hai..koi nahi..."

"Hum bhool jaate hain vote dalne ke pehle ki humein ek jat ya ek dalit ya ek yadav ya phir ek tamil super hero ki nahi jaroorat hai..."

bus jaroorat hai to ek sachhe aur imandar neta ki jo humein in sub se nikal kar ek nayi disha mein le jaye jahan hum fakr se kah paaye..

"Mera Bharat Mahan"...


Jai Hind!!!

Amit Upadhayay







Monday, June 28, 2010

Kshitij ki or...

Aaj is padav se bhi khistij dur hai...

Haan utna he dur hai jitna pehle tha...

Ab antar man ye puchta hai.. ki kya wo khistij chhune ki aash kabhi yatharthat roop legi ki nahi?

Ya mera ye safar sirf anubhutiyo ka hai..

kya khistij hai? aur kya kisi ne kabhi uske moort roop ko dekh apne aseem peepasa ko tript kiya hai..

Usi peepasa ko shaant karne ki daud ko hum zindagi kahte hain..

Haan ek satta hai jo humein ashtitva mein aane se pehle he us maha sunya ki taraf aakarsit karti hai...

Magar samay us maha sunya ki paribhasha badal deta hai...

Kisi ke liye wo khistij do kamro ka makan hai..

to Kisi ke liye wo chand rupay.. magar ye paribhasa bhi chanbhangoor hoti hai aur tabhi tak

rahti hai jab tab uske peeche bhaagne wala usey prapt nahi kar leta...

khistij uske liye ab ek padav ho jaata hai aur wo phir se ek naye khistij ko chuune nikal padta hai...

Aur aisa he ek padav mere is rachna ki prerna thi...


Milte hain kisi agle padav par...

Monday, March 8, 2010

अंकुर की अभिलाषा


अनायास हे प्रकट हुई भावना और एक छोटे गमले में प्रस्फुटित पौधे में क्या समानता है?

Dono he chanbhangur hote hain aur yahi chanbhangurta mere is sanskaran ka aadhar hai.

Na jaane kyun achanak mere andar ka prakriti prem jaag gaya aur maine apne vyavashthit rasoi se kuch moong ke daane apne saamne pade hue ek viran se dikhne wale gamle mein daal diye.

यह chhan दोनों(गमले और मूंग के दाने) के लिए एक विशिष्ट पल था, क्युंकी दोनों को जीने की एक नयी chah मिल गयी.

Mitti jahan phir se apni kokh bharne par ithla rahi thi to wahin ek nav ankur apne vatsalya roop ko nihar raha tha.

Pradushan aur kolahal se bhare is mahool mein ek nav ankur ko badhta dekh main bhi ullasit tha.

Main paudhe ko seechta aur muskurata, paani gamley se ris kar ghar ke neev mein lagi mitti tak jaata.

Maine gaur kiya neev ki mitti thodi jyada he nam thi....
Haan, sub ka saubhagya gamley mein rakhi mitti sa nahi hota hai.

Insaan ki mahatvakancha ki keemat na jaane kitno ko chukani hogi.

Neev ki mitti par jahan vrikchho ka jungle tha aaj wahan concrete aur faullad hai. Magar gamley se rista paani use kabhi kabhi uske matritva ki yaad dila ke thoda sa nam kar deti hai.

Nav ankur ke liye ye safar mitti sa nahi hai, usne bahoot haal mein he apne prakritik mahool ko tyaga hai.

Aur use gamley mein uggane ki koshish mere jaise he ekka dukka prayavaran shashtri karte hain.

Mujhe lagta main koi ek nayi harit kranti lane ke muhaane par hoon aur main dugne teji se use seechta.

Paudha ek uchai aur chaudai tak badhne ke baad samajh gaya ki use ek krutrim mahool mein prakriteek peepasa ko saant karne ke liye badhaya jaa raha hai.

Aur yahin usne apne aap ko waise he khatam kar liya jaise lakho ped khatam ho rahe hain.

Is se ek baat shaabit hui, ki "hum nakhun kata ke shaheed nahi ban sakte".

Ek concrete jungle jiske neeche hazaro ped dafn ho, uske AC drawing room mein bonsai sajane se hum sirf environmnetal page 3 ho sakte hai aur kuch nahi.

So, wake up friends don't only work on getting a 2 or 3 BHK flat in a prime area.


Do care about the ecosystem that our childrens are going to inherit with this prime property.









Thursday, March 4, 2010

Ye shaam kuch aur hai,wo shaam kuch aur thi.....

ek purana dost aur ek purani chhahat jab ek saath dil pe dustak dete hain to shaam kuch alag he hoti hai, is liye ye shaam kuch aur hai aur wo shaam kuch aur thi...

Is shaam main toote hue khandit sapno ko samhaal raha hoon,
aur us shaam madiralya mein toote botel samhal raha tha.....
ye shaam kuch aur hai, wo shaam kuch aur thi...

Is shaam zindagi ne phir se angdaai lee he ,aur wo shaam zindagi ne nashe se dum toda tha,
ye shaam kuch aur hai ,wo shaam kuch aur thi...

Is shaam mere pair aane waale swarnim bhavishya ke tej ko dekh bahak rahe hain, aur us shaam ye pair tute vartaman ki kalap mein dagmaga rahe the,
ye shaam kuch aur hai, wo shaam kuch aur thi...

Is shaam krandan aur hatasha ki pratidhavni na jaane kahan hai, na jaane veccharo ka dum kyun nahi ghuta.

kyun nahi mere pair madiralya ke taraf mude...kyun?

Haan ek dost ke dustak se bahut kuch hota hai...

ye shaam kuch aur hai ,wo shaam kuch aur thi.....

Friday, January 8, 2010

4 Idiots

The idiotic wait is over, yes I saw "3 idiots" yesterday and I can say now "Aal is well" with me and my idiotic mates @NITRKL.

Hats off to you Mr. Hirani, Aamir and the crew who brought live, the story of our struggle at campus.A very true and emotionaldepiction of campus life, and I am damn sure that any guy going to watch this out will relate it to his or her story.

I too felt the same as me and my closest pals never belonged to the category of "Silencer".My emotions are high today aftera quarter of Old Monk(thanks again Mr. Hirani for choosing our brand) and I am going to take you back in time, please tie down your seat belts....

Date: June 2002 Place: Bhubaneshwar


Two guys stepping down of Purushottam express with a dream in their eyes, one's phsique was more prouncing as his rank was well within 15and the other's was low like his rank > 15.
But I was getting constant confidence boosting words from him, "Arey mill jayega", but the words were appearing more condoling thanconsoling.


Ayway, we managed to reach outside the Agriculture collge premises where the counselling was scheduled. There we met two thags, yes Banarsi thags.But their message for me was great and their message was "Mera dost first ranker hai aur wo JNU join kar raha hai".


"To kya tha kuch der pehle tak ek din hin dikhne waala brahman, seena chauda kar ke ghumne laga". "Ab bhubneshwar ki haawon mein ekajeeb se thandak aa gayi thi".

We went inside the hall and there I found the central character of "3 Idiots", yes, I met Rancho or John or banda kuch bhi kah lo naam meinkya rakha hai.Now, few people can claim they are more close to Rancho, but I have consullted a few people too before choosing him.


"ye janab ko REC ya NIT ke naam se kuch nahi lena dena tha, ye to sirf private college ke laptop se aakarsit the aur agar dost narokte to unme se he kisi college ko join kar lete".


I must accept that he was looking quite decent with his fluent english speaking father. "maine pehle nazar mein he heere ko parakh liyaaur decide kiya ki rahoonga to isi ke saath college mein roomie ban ke".


However my friend Mritunjay was constantly pressing me for the same, "Raha jayega mast"."Magar mujhe us samay usme kuch mast nahi dikh raha tha,aakhir saamne Ahurag jo tha".


"Haan, wahan ek ladki bhi thi jo har kisi ko ek he tarah he ghoor rahi thi"."magar wo Kareena ke role mein fit nahi ho sakti the isliye discussion yahin drop".

Date:2 Aug - Nov 2002 Place: Rourkela


Seniors greeted us at the hostel doorsteps and I felt very good as one of them(a tall 6 feet guy) took my luggage to room no 33, yes the last room inour corridor.I was touched by this gesture and thanked as well as prayed to god "bhagwan subko aisa senior de".


"Magar mujhe kya pata tha ki wahi bhagwan raat mein 33 mein haiwaan ka roop le leta hai".

"Maine apne pure life mein is tarah ka utha patak nahi dekha tha"."Mujhe laga saala ee ka ho gaya? magar dil mein kuch sukun bhi tha kyunkimere jaisa mera ajeej dost Kara maha daiytoo ko bardast kar raha tha".


"PDP ke baad main rote hue sone jaata tha, magar apna dost Rancho apne ek aviskar... table lamp ke saath baith kar kuch likhta rahta thaMain man he man kahta tha is bande ko dekho padhai ka kitna lagan hai, mera career ab sahi direction mein bhage ga".
"Do teen din dekhne ke baad maine aakhir us se puch liya, abhi to keetab bhi nahi mila hai kya likte aur sochte ho tum?".


The answer I got gave me the confidence that my decision for Rancho, and his answer was "senior log jo 10 naya gaali likhneko diya hai na wo he soch rahe the".Great sipirit, "give your best whatever you do".


Then there were numerous incidents in PDP like "Chunri Chunri","Kashmir ka sair","Revolting to memorise senior's name" thatcemented his character.


"Entry of Silencer"


The PDP continued for 3 months and during this we heard a name "*ri Babu".

He never came for our PDP as he was over occupied in hisresearch, we have not figured it out so far, what science he was studying?Based on the inputs and the gestures, he sounded more close to "Silencer" of "3 idiots" than anyone.Mugging fulltime and spreading negativeenery among kamjor vidyarthis was his favourite pass time.


Soon, the new batch also divided into two no I will say 4 categories.

S Group stands for (Silencer group):For whom "*ri Babu" was idol and his techniques were useful for succeding @RKL.

R Group stands for (Rastogi group):Who were naive and can't do much to their career. They didn't have a consistent academic career and were supposed to failat the first step of campus interviews.

C Group stands for (Chinra group):This group were inspired by Operations Research techniques and used to follow it in real life.They used to apply Travelling salesman program for going back post :)"Khud ko bina involve kiye best solution kaise nikle, maharat haasil tha inhe".

Rancho group: No body except John was there in this group.

"Struggle for % and shaking of R group's confidence"


It didn't take much time for S group to overpower all the groups, yes, the first semester result was overand an era of misseries started for R group.And the result also started a "caste system".
The effect of results was quite visible on R group, they used to go to mess or common room when there was minimumchances of face to face with S group. I used to follow the sharp 8'o clock schedule.


There were some golden rules defined by "Silencer" and the R group was failing in all the litmus tests.Failing in "Silencer's" test was a quite a big affair at that time, "*ri Babu bole hain tab to sahi mein muskil hoga"

"S group to lagta tha company aane se pehle he naukri le legi."


Everyone who belonged to the R group was braving an emotional war,I saw a lot of "U can win" copies in circulation and we used to do this without the knowledge of S group, the room allotment was to blame for this.The hostel authorities never found anything wrong in putting "a Rastogi with a Silencer".

"yaar khud socho Rastogi ke confidence kiwaat lagegi ki nahi"."Rastogi sirf Silencer ke sone ka intazar karte rahta tha ki wo kab soye aur wo "You Can Win" padhe".


"You can win opened a hell lot of opportunities for Rastogi,"chalo DBMS nahi chamak raha hai to kya hua cricket mein kuch karte hain" And this is where the situation worsened and Rastogi failed in the 70% rule defined by "Silencer"."Ab naukri kaise milegi, so R group waalone campus se pehle he hattiyar daal diye".


Date: Sep 2006 Place: Mayuri, Bangalore


The wide line between the R and S group has diminished.K*** is working along with D**, rancho has share in UB group,Rastogi has a great job and the best thing is "Silencer's" golden rules have failed.


"Chaliye film khatam ho gaya,my wife said". And then I realised that "3 idiots" stories is based on our NIT RKL's "4 idiots" and not "Five point Someone".


Hope you guys had a good time.

Amit


Discalimer:Please don't take anything personally as I just used some names for fun.